19-07-2019                                                                                                            23:14
Dear Diary,
aaj mai saam ko peeetrol bharwane gyi thii kopu ke saath kyuki usko kaam tha shop ka ttohh maine usko bola kutch khane chale .. wo maannn gyi thii but humgye bhi vip pr bhuuta khane uska koii dost bhi aaya tha  whin ek car aayi jisme ladka ladki thee aur wo joo hotaa hai wo kr rahe thee bf/gf thee ...
pata nai sab kutchh yaad aa raha thaa ....aisa lag raha thaa ki bhagwanji bata rahe thee ki yaad karr....
kasam se mai kal ankit  se bhut nafrat kr rahee thee ki kbhi usko zindagii maii yaad nai krungii...


fir q  ab wapis mere samne aa raha hai....bhull jana chhate hubn bhut durr jana chhate hunn uski yaad se itni dur ki kkbhi mujhe yehh yaadd bhi na aaye ki iss naam ka kabhi koii insaan thaa jisko maine bhut shhidat ke saath chhah thaa aur usne mujhe ditch kara

 usne fb pr kal unfriend kara

sachh mai zindagi mai abb kbhi pyar nai ho paega sala jo shidat ke saath bhi karega usko bhi dhoka dungiii ....prr kya karu dhohe ka dard samajte hunn naii de paungii...

but bhagwanji apse ek vintii hai ki ankit ko lifetime regret rahe ki usne mujhe  ditch karke apne zindagii ki sabse badee galtii kre haii ...

mai sundar naiii hii isliye usne mana kara thaa na pne ghar mai mere baare mai baat krne ke liye...

kasam se Chaavi pata nai kaisey hai but mai itna pray krungiii ki lifetime wo sirf guilt rahe aur tadpee ki diamond ko chod kar coAL  ke peeche pada haii....
mai bhi dekhtee hun unki chhavi itni ache kaisey haii.. kyuki kisi mai koi na koi kami hoti haii aur koi peerfect nai hota...
chhavi kaiseyy 100% perfect hai  aur deal kya hui jo naa hote hote haan kar diii...



usko lagta hai i mujhko nai  pata but i m 100%  sure wo chhavi ke saath khush nai hai na kbhi rahegaa....kisiki khushiyoo ke mahal ko gira kar apni khusiyoo ka ghar usko bhutt mehanga padega...

bhagwanjii plzz kutchh din ki mujhe aur zindgii dedoo taki mai ankit ko tadapte hue dekhna chati hunn...usko dukhii dekh kar mai bhii khush naii rahungii but mai usko bhi khush nai dekh sakteee...

i hate him.....and abhi tohh kutchh nai but agle jaanam mai useyy badla lungii...
iss  janam ka tohh pata naii kyuki mai jante hun aapne itna waqt nai likha ki mai kisi se revenge lunn but agla janam maii itna tadpegaa


iss hi janam mai tadpega aur usko realize ho ki kisi ka dil dukhi kar ke shaadi karna kitna acha kaam kara usne .



Regards,

Deeksha