Dear Diary,
03-07-2022 01:51am
I hope u know why i am writing.....Aj fir wahi hua
Jisko mai itna pasand krte huu jisy mujhe pyar hota hai wo hi mere kismat mai kyu nhi hai...... kyu koi ur usko mujhse cheen ke leke chala jata hai
Kyu mere sath hi humesha aisa hota hai....Har baar mere sath hi adhoora pyar kyuu........Bade muskil ke baad itne saalo baad dil ne kha kisi ko haan bolne ke lye buttttttt as usual koi aur
Maine sach mai dil laga liya thaa .....Kyu mujhe samj nahi aata.... Kyu bhejte hoo jab sath hoona h hi hota humko
mat bheja kroooo..... i need permenant not temperory..4
21june se shru hui baat and 03 july ko khtm sab
Janti thii ki uoar wala itna meheban mere upr kaise hogyaa...... thankyou for proving me wrong.....
He was perfect soulmate for me bilkull mer jaisa tha sochne mai har chiz mai...Abb nhi ho paegaaaa..
Mujhe nhi hai jaipur wala pasanad majboorie mai krungii shadi mai sach bol rahi huu...
Zindagi bhar ghum yhi rahega ki nhi mil paya mujhe mere pasand ka ladka sach maiiiiii
agle janam mai love marriage hi krungiii.........
I wish i could get back him......................................................Kyuki i found him to be mine.....
I wish hum sath hote...Jo baatein mai kisi se nhi keh pate huu ek tum hi toh ho diary jisko mai atleast bol sakte huu...
With Love
Deeksha
17-06-2022
01:01am
Dear Diary,
I know kafi time baad mai wapis aayi... But kya kruu jo baatein mai kisi ko nhi bta sakte atleast i can share with you...
aajkal pata nhi kya ho gya mujhe naa padaii mai mann lag rahaa...
na competative exam mai......
na koi form time pe bhar rahii jo mai pehle krdete thii.....
kafi time baad mai wahi feel krne lagi hu jo bhut pehle krte thii
aisa lag raha hai leap ke baad firse sab shuru ho raha hai
wahi feelings aane lagi hai jo Mr A ke sath thii......
but you know the sadest part uske taaraf se koi response samj nhi aa raha....
plzzzz is baar agr final nhi hai toh aage nahi badne dena bhaagwanjiii mai ek aur breakup nahi jhel paugi......
Mai Mr S ko dhokha nhi de sakte kyuki usne openly mujhse shadi ka bola aur maine mana kr diya
kyuki i like Mr V.....
Plzzz bhagwanji mee help krdoooooooooo mai kya chose kru....
mujhe shadi mai koi intrest nhi hai but abb pressure bhut badd gya hai kya kruuu.....
kash koi aisa option hota mai bhagg jaati
plzz mujhse iss problem se nikalooo
Regards,
Deeksha
