Dear bade papa,
Papa apke jaane ke baad bhut jhagde
hote hai hum me meraa ek do din mai mummy se ya papa se ya shweta se aur apko
paa hai pap aajkal yehh kirti bhi bhut
muhh chalalne lage hai bhut pareshan karke rakha hai ussne mujheusse kalpana
bhut push kar rahi hai bhut bakwas karte rehte hai daily papa subhah se kitchen
jayenge jaan mujhkar wo log zoor zoor se bartan patkenge nad firbaate karenge
papa kyuki unko koi bhi dar nahi hai woe k dum azad ho gayi haii papa mein
akele pad gayi hun koi nai hai mere saath .. apko toh pata hai mai kisi se
daaar kar ya pressure mai nai rehte mai
jantee hun papa mai inn logo ke beech mai kaise reh rahi huun.
Papa koi samjne wala bhi nai hai papa
harr chooti chotti baat se dark e karan
humko chillate haii baar bar iss liye mere bhi nai bante ,papa ka kehna hai ke hum dark e raho waqt
badal gaya hai ..
Mummuy ka kehna hai ki saata chali
gayi hai zayada mat bolo...bhut bolte ho ...mai agar kabhi kutch chupake rakh
dun apka ya mummy ka saman toh daathe haii and bolte haii kya kaarna kutch nail
eke jayenge . Sonia ko bhi chipkate hai ..
Aurr haaan papa duno ka kehna hai ke
hum bade hai humko dhyan rakhna padega inn sabka bhale yeh log kaisa bhi kare.
Sala samj nai aata kyu inn logo ko
samaj nai aata yee duno kirti kalpana
duno ne apne baachoo ke dimag
mein bhar diya hai kee yeh log dushman hai patat naii papa mum ko samaj naii
aata
Shweta se toh chote moti baaat pe ho
jaaata hai woo baar baar kehte hai ke tere bante kise hai.
Billu chacha biwi ke gulam baan gaye
hai wo kirti job hi kehte hai dum hilla ke karne lagte hai pta hai papa kitne
baaar jhagde bhi hue mere kirti se and wo billu bhi kutch nai kehta
Annu papa mein sochti thi ki ussme toh
aakal hogi lekin wo bhi gadha nikalla .. pata hai papa wo bhi samaj gaya ki
kalpana and shan bhar rahi hai Sonia ke
dimag mein.lekin sab kutch samajn kee baaad bhi saala faisla naii karr papata
ghadhee hai sab ke sab.
Kalpana nd kirti toh apko patat tha
nai baante mere use lekin wo log ne toh dimag kha rakha hai..
Kirti
toh itni kush hai papa kya batunn uske khushi toh jhalak rahi hai...aaj
kal akad aa gayi hai usme ... ek baar toh meko bolte ki kutch likh kar nai gaye
hai itni gussa aayi paapaa apko gaye
huyee kutchh din hue the and yeh sab bola
Kyaa pap kutch property bhi likh jate
mere naam pe ..
Kalpana ne toh haad kar di papa mere
baaree mein and shan udaa diya ke maine haath uthya uspe jabke chacha bhi the meine unko kaha toh chacha
kehte ke karne doo
Papa btaoo aap itne tension mein ki
insaan kaise jiyega ...
Inn 3-4 mahino mein mere zindagi puri tarah badal gayi hai...
Papa mujhe toh yaad bhi nai ke
aakhre baar mai khool ke kabb haase thee
....shayad zindagi bhar hasse na aapke samne issliye bhagwan ne aisa kiya mere
ssath.
Papa mera koi naii haii mai tadap rahi
hun koi nai hai mujhe sabhlane ko ..kyouu aap meko akele in logo ke beech tadapne ke liyiee.. maii jee toh rahii hunn
lekinn mar keee papa plzz kutch karoo agar yehii raha na tohh bhut jald mai
khtm kar lungi apne aap ko..
Papa kutch karoo maii itni tension
leekee kabhi naii jiya na kyuki koi bhi pareshani aati hai toh mai sabse phele
apko btate thee so maii ab itnee parreshanee leke nai jee paungii.
Shantanu bhi apne ma ke according chal
raha hai usko samjana mere bass ki nai hai.
Soni bhi same hai papa.
Sirf in duno ke liye yeh log bhai bhen
hai humara koi kutch bhi nai papa dekte hun jitney din kaat jaye jab tak rahega
tab tak thek hai lekin itni toh pakki hun ki koi bhai wahi ke zaroorat nai hai
hume itni buland hun akkele jee sakungi ina bhai bhen ke bina..
Good morning papa good byee cia
3:56 am 02/12/2015
Byee bye papa
Yours
truly
Deeksha
chaurasia.
Dear bade papa &muma,
Apko ata hai mera birthday aa raha hai
aapke bhut yaad aa rahi haii ma pa...mai bhut lonely feel kar rhi n mujhe koi
samamjne wala nai hai ......kisi ko yaad naii papa yad bhi ho toh zahir nai kar
ahe 2.00 baj rahe hai raat ke ...9-12-2015
Papa nai pta tha ki vo mera last bday
rahega ap logo ke saath.....ap iske baad kbhi nai miloge....bye papa mai bhi
bhut jaldii aungi maii naii rahungi mai bhi iss bday yahi dua karungi ki mujhe
bula lo mere pa nd ma ke saath..
Aaj maine application dal di voter id ke liyee aap bol bol ke chale gay end maine kabhi nai suna...
Ab aaj jab bhar ke ayii hun tab apki
yadd aaaii..
Byee papap maii bhut jaldii aungi aappke pass...kosish
karungi papaa..
Yours
truly daughter,
Deeksha chaurasia
09-12-2015
2:07am{night}
Dear bade papa and maaa..,
Meine soch liya hai sucide karne ko
..anee wale dino mein ein sucide karlungi .... pukka.. papa ma mein aa rahi
hunn.sab badal gaye hai...
Koi pyar nai karta.. koi chinta bhi
nai karne wala hai yahan mere..
Papa maii kitna bhi kar dun inn logo
ke liye koi nai samajta papa yahan maii pagal ho rahi hunn dehere dhere papa plz bula loo
mujhe maii naii jeena chate koi nai hai mujhko chane wala ,samajne wala... papa
maii marna chatee hunn ..
Kyuu papa aap akela kyuu chodd gayee
mujhee... jabki apko pta hai na kii apke samne bhii phir bhi tek thee yehh log
butt abb sab badal gaye..
Chote papa as usual daaat pesna aur
zayada ho gaya and har chotee batoo pegussa ho jate hai..
Mumuyyy toh jiji ma ne sahi kaha tha
ki inke ghar mein bacho ko chod ke jate rehte hai mumy kabhi bhagwat kabhi mandir ya pata nai
kaunse bhen bana le uske pass.. sab badal gaye haii..
Billu chacha mahan insaan ho gaye hai
...apne biwi se toh itna darte haii kya bataun
papa pagla data tak nahi sakta apni biwi ko. Sone pe suhaga uska beta
papa apke mehnat ke paise kaamayee huee tekhane laga raha hai..
Kitrti ko jante ho aap saale papa apke
jaane ke baad toh 3-4 baar jab bhi jagda ho hamesha bolte ki likh ke nai gaye
hai tumhare naam..
Abhi beech mai bhut bhayankar jhada
hua baa mein btate hun papa...
Annuu chacha ko sab btate hun lekin wo
sahi waqt pe btate nai shayad unko bura laga ke aap log unke naam kutch nai
likh keg aye shayad vo iss wajah se nai bta rahe hai..
Kalpana apko toh pta hai kaise hai wo
aaj kal uss eno ke kehne pe chal rahe hai jo ke ghar phoduu haii papa apko pata
hai yeh kalpana baar baar kirti koo bhi push kar rahe haiii..
Shweta
uske lafde toh mahan hai mai hamesha mummy ko bta deti hun wo phone nai
dete thi lekin uski ma ko samaj naii aa rahi jab vo gul khilayegi tab samaj
ayega....
Shantanu papa wo bhi apne ma ka adarsh beta baana
chata hai uske maa hamesh andshan bolke hamare khilaf kar rahe hai and vo ho
raha hai..
Sonia uske samne sar kaat ke rakh dun
toh bhi vo apne ma and papa ki rahage wo nai badlegi kabhi..
Maa nd paa mein akele reh gaye ...
apke alawa koi nai samaj paa raha mujhe.. maii akele ho gayee iss ghar mein
papa koi nai hai mujhe ekhne walla buss papa aap bula lo koi nai hai mere dekh
rekh karne wala ..
Papa apne uss din hospital kyu bulaya
papa..apne vo last baar call kiya tha
kyu papa ako samaj aa gaya tha kya papa btaoo na kya apko pata tha kya ..
Bye papa
Yours
truly,
Deeksha
chaurasia
27-12-2015
23:54(night)
Dear bade papa and ma,
Aaj fir kirti ne jaan mujh kar jhagda
kara . baat kutch bhi nai thee lekin bus wo chote rack thee na usko leke jab
hum clg ja rahe the
Tab mara bhi usne nd humne. Papa bhut
khul gaye hai aaj kal wo ladne baithee
hai. Bhut nak mein dum kar rrakha hi yyeh sab peeche padee hai ki bus hume
hissa milee. Papa maine kaha thaa ki mai akele ho jaungi dekho ho gayi na.
koi nai hai mere saath... papa mai akele ho
gayi mera saath dene koi nai hai .. na papa na chacha...
