09-10-2018                                                                                                    23:10
   Dear Diary,
aaj wo aaye the mishti ke saath pastry dene.. kyuki aaj mishti ki maa ka bday thaa..
Mai jitni kosish kr rahe hun unse durr jaane ki, bhul jaane ki kyu itne karib aa rahe hun....
kyu maii bhul nai paa rahe
kya  karu agr yahi krte rahenge wo toh mai zindagii bhrr nai bhul paungii
bhagwanjii aap hi madad kr sakte haii..
plz unko mere kismat mai dedo.. plzz..
i know hum saath honge toh kiski ko acha nai lagega but hum toh khush rahenge
zindagii mai pyarr bhi ek baar hi hota hai..
yeh baat wo kyu nai samaj rahe hai??

agr unhone aaj himmat nai ki toh zindagi bhar pachtayenge aur kash karenge ki kash maine  uss waqt himmat kar li hote maa pa se bola hota ....

bhagwwan mauka nai dega kabhi bhi saath rehne ka....

agar hum saath honge bass zada kutch nai hoga humare pass but hum khush rahenge atleast hum saath toh hai...
jisko hum pasand karte hai...
log toh hote hai
aise plastic smile ka kya jo society mai leke ghume
saath hai toh khush bhi honge aur satisfaction bhi rahega atleast fake smile toh nai rahegii


plz bhagwanji heyy kanahajii wo apke bhut bade bhagt hai  unke papaji ko sapne mai aaye na ap aur boliye na ki ankit jii jis ladki se payar karte hai usey shadi  karo....
 plz kahanaji plz aap aayenge na unke sapno mai......


Deeksha