26-03-2019                                                                                                                    23:19
DEAR DIARY.
aaj mai kya btun sach mai kasam se maine nai sochaa thaa ki mai uski shakl dekhungii...

aaj mai soni ki books lene gyi thii toh books lene maai time thaa toh socha deepika ke ghar mai chali jaun.... hnn shyd uske ghar taak gyi but wo thii naii---- but hnn ek umeed thi ki ankit dekh jayega..but deeepika ghar par nai thii uska flat dekhaa saare yaade taza ho gyii sach mai ab uss gali se nikalne ka dil hi nai chhata sab yaad aata hai..


fir maine socha books le lun but fir laga ki chali gyi lene bhar gadi khadi kare toh msg kiya jab taak mishti aati tab taak  uske CA bhaiya aa gye... ek cute se baby ke saath usske baad humne kha jab taak mishti aa gyi books de jaa hi rahi thii bola misthi ne ki aap badal gye hoo tohh uma dii aa gyi fir wo chali gyii  mai bus niklne hi wali thii ki itne  mai Anu aa gyi


ki andar chalo aap mummy bulaa rahii haii mai gyii mann nai thaa fir bhii gyi toh dekha ankit ki mom bhi thii kya thaa firr dar laga


thodi bhut baat kri fir mann kara nikal jaun bhook mar gyi thii...fir kya

HIT JAB HUI MAI GADI PAR THII NIKLNE KE LIYE HUI TOH BAS MISHTI SE BAAT KAR HI RAHI THII KI ANKIT AA GYA APNI BIKe  SE...
DIMAG AISA KHARAB UA KI KYA BTUN MOOD BHUT OFF HO GYA BHUT DEPRESSED FEEL KAR RAHE THEE YARR MAI BHUT ..

BOOKS LE AUR GHAR A GYI BUT I HATEE HIMMM

GHR AATE HI STEFFI KO BTYA GHR GYI STEFFI KE ROII BHUT KYUKI I STILL MISS HIM ND LOVE HIM.....
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YARR MAA PAA NE KABHI MANN NAI MARA NA ISLIYE BHUT TAQLEEF HOTI HAI YARR....
 kash yarr pehle baar aisa  hua hai ki itni property , money sab kutch hone e baad bhi ai ANKIT  nai mil pata yarrrr...


qqqq  mere saath aisa kara kyuuuu???? maine aisa kya bigada tha bhagwanjiii...


har baar 2 love birds ko milwaya hi hai  kopal ka enu di ka chinu dii ka anmol ka ..


fir mera pyarr adhoora q haii yarr q mai adhoori reh gyi....


steffi ne bola delete the contact number-

9755416566   mishti
8839155955     mishti mom
6261537215    mishti
9111853456     mishti


Deeksha...

21-03-2019                                                                                                             1:45AM
DEAR DIARY,

AAJ PAA MA KI BHUT YAAD A RAHII....
YHN KOI NAI HAI MERA MUJHE SMAJNE WAL......SHYD ISLIYE MERE JEENE KI ICCHA BHI MAR HUKI HAI...


BASS YAHI DUA KRTI HUN KI MUJHE BULA LO...YHN KOII NAI HAI MERA PAPA I MISS U....
AAP WAPIS AA JAO YA MUJHE BULA LO..... MAI ABB AUR NAI JEE PAUNGIII....






DEEKSHA

11-03-2019                                                                                                    23:30
Dear Diary,
aaj mera accident fir hua
bhut tezz lag gyii thii gutne maii
aaj fir ankit se baat hui din mai kyuki kl full night pareshan thii but usko samaj aa gya thaa ki new no se mai hi kr rahee hun but woo
bolta ki tum apne ego ke aage kaise jhuk gyii


sach btun  uski baato se lagta hai ki wo khush nII haii

samaj naii aa raha jab wo khush nnaii haii toh fir q shadi kr raha haii....


khush toh maii bhi nai hongee jiyungii zaroor kisi ke saath but shyd Ankit ko kbhi nai bhul   paungii
kbhi naiii



Deeksha

09-03-2019                                                                                                                          00:11
Dear Diary,
           Kyu mujhe uske call ka intezar hota hai?
kyu mai usey itna yaad krte hun??
kyu rooz raat lagta hai ki shyd woo ab call karega ???
kyu aisa hota hai??
mere pass har chiz adhoori q  hai
pehle maa-paa yun chod gye 2015 mai aur yeh ab ss waqt maii???
q mere kismat mai har chiz adhuri hai??




I miss him.....Naii reh paa rahe bann rahe hun bhut bold but ab nai hoo paa raha ki mai uske bina reh paun???
kyA karuu plz help me out?????



Deeksha

05-03-2019                                                                                                                                       23:00
Dear Diary,
  Sach mai aaj mai pehle baar Ankit ki mom , dad ,, anu se mili... life mai pehle bar jinse itna milne ka dil chhta tha aaj unse jake mil paye..

jinse milne ke liye 3 saal ka waqt lag gya jaanti hun bhut late ho gyi mai unse milne but pata nai q unse milke bhut acha laga mana zada time naii mil payii but unse mina hi bhut thaa...

life mai bhut  mann tha ki ankit ke mom se milu wakaye yarr .....unki mom bhut achi hai yarr.....
Kash wo mere saas hoti ..... Kash.....

Kash mai unki bahu hoti......kaash unhe chhavi nai mili hoti.......


qisamt q itni alag hai mere...



Actually aaj na Mithi gyi thi clg ki taraf se but  aur fir navnidh gyi mili sabse toh jaisey hi andar jaane ke liye hui dekhe Swift aa rahe pata nai q mai mudii kya pata ajeeb sa ehsaas hua tha ki kutch acha hoga...
dekha toh Ankit ki mom dad and anu peeche thee..
I was shockedd....
But pata nai q andar se lag raha tha ki main Kaisey achanak mili...
Jab reception par mili dekha Aur maine bola
Anu right
Toh wo sochti usey pehle hi maine Auntyji Namestey kara aur mai mili Unse Fir Bola mai Mishtii ki teacher bOLte ohh aap hai AANA GHAR BETA ....MAAine bhi bola ji auntyji;

Uncleji ko bhi namestey bola aur w log andar reception chale gye....

But wo  sab yaad aa gya yarr kya  chhati haai zindagii jis past ko bhul kar aage move on karna chhate hun

//kyu baar baar wapis meere samne aa jata hai q mai itni kho gyi thii yaado mai ki sab kutch bhul gyi apn rishte ke baare mai ... chhavi ke baare mai ki ab wo porrane jaisa kutch nai hai sab badal gya haii...


Q mai  jab bhi move on ka sochti hun tohh wapis wo sab kutch move on nai karne deta
aaj mann mai itne question aaye ki kutcgh samaj nai aaya ho kya raha hai life mai q mai itni beechan huii

Ajj bottle ghuma dii  but koi dukh nai kyuki aaj Unke mom dad se mili Shyd yahi reason haa but jo bhi hua na Kyu hua K ya chhate hai bhagwan ji kutch samaj nai aa raha...


Sach mai kyu kyu itna alag hua kyu aisa ho raha haii kyu mere saath aisa hua kyu sab kutch itna jaaldii hua q bhagwanjii q jab mai life se jaaane ka socha fir q wapis sab kutch wahii hua kq



q bhawannjii Jawab dedejiye...Plz .....

Answers de dejiye na...


REGARDS,
Deeksha Chaurasia

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