05-03-2019                                                                                                                                       23:00
Dear Diary,
  Sach mai aaj mai pehle baar Ankit ki mom , dad ,, anu se mili... life mai pehle bar jinse itna milne ka dil chhta tha aaj unse jake mil paye..

jinse milne ke liye 3 saal ka waqt lag gya jaanti hun bhut late ho gyi mai unse milne but pata nai q unse milke bhut acha laga mana zada time naii mil payii but unse mina hi bhut thaa...

life mai bhut  mann tha ki ankit ke mom se milu wakaye yarr .....unki mom bhut achi hai yarr.....
Kash wo mere saas hoti ..... Kash.....

Kash mai unki bahu hoti......kaash unhe chhavi nai mili hoti.......


qisamt q itni alag hai mere...



Actually aaj na Mithi gyi thi clg ki taraf se but  aur fir navnidh gyi mili sabse toh jaisey hi andar jaane ke liye hui dekhe Swift aa rahe pata nai q mai mudii kya pata ajeeb sa ehsaas hua tha ki kutch acha hoga...
dekha toh Ankit ki mom dad and anu peeche thee..
I was shockedd....
But pata nai q andar se lag raha tha ki main Kaisey achanak mili...
Jab reception par mili dekha Aur maine bola
Anu right
Toh wo sochti usey pehle hi maine Auntyji Namestey kara aur mai mili Unse Fir Bola mai Mishtii ki teacher bOLte ohh aap hai AANA GHAR BETA ....MAAine bhi bola ji auntyji;

Uncleji ko bhi namestey bola aur w log andar reception chale gye....

But wo  sab yaad aa gya yarr kya  chhati haai zindagii jis past ko bhul kar aage move on karna chhate hun

//kyu baar baar wapis meere samne aa jata hai q mai itni kho gyi thii yaado mai ki sab kutch bhul gyi apn rishte ke baare mai ... chhavi ke baare mai ki ab wo porrane jaisa kutch nai hai sab badal gya haii...


Q mai  jab bhi move on ka sochti hun tohh wapis wo sab kutch move on nai karne deta
aaj mann mai itne question aaye ki kutcgh samaj nai aaya ho kya raha hai life mai q mai itni beechan huii

Ajj bottle ghuma dii  but koi dukh nai kyuki aaj Unke mom dad se mili Shyd yahi reason haa but jo bhi hua na Kyu hua K ya chhate hai bhagwan ji kutch samaj nai aa raha...


Sach mai kyu kyu itna alag hua kyu aisa ho raha haii kyu mere saath aisa hua kyu sab kutch itna jaaldii hua q bhagwanjii q jab mai life se jaaane ka socha fir q wapis sab kutch wahii hua kq



q bhawannjii Jawab dedejiye...Plz .....

Answers de dejiye na...


REGARDS,
Deeksha Chaurasia

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