29-05-2017
9:14pm
dear papa,
         
                 papa u know what?? aaj ap nai ho na mere saath shyd iss wajah se mere saath aisa ho raha hai. kyu papa kyu aap mujhe akeela in logo ke beech choor gaye. kyu papa??
maine appko kahaa tha ki koi nai samjhega apke alawa. kar gaye na akela aap mujhe.
bola tha maine apko..papa sab pareshan kar rahe hai...
har koi akr mujhe baate suna kar chala jata hai..
papa yeh dono chachiyan kirti kalpana ne jeena hram kar diya papa..
jitta in logo ke saath milke rehna chaohoo yeh log toh wajah dundti hai jhagde karne ke

wapis aajao papa. I need u. I miss u papa
and u know papa kirti chichi apke  room mai jane lagi hai aur aap jhn baithe the na wahan baith kar paper padte hai
kalpana chichi bhi papa mauke dundte hai bass.. dusroo se ache se baat karenge auer humare saath aisa karte hai jaise humne inka kutch chura liya hoo


papa aaj pata hai kalpana chichi ke guest aaye apprix6-7people.aur chacha samosa wagehra lene gaye toh maine bola chacha se ki plz mere liye 4 samosa extra le aana .. toh pata hai papa chacha ne kya kha ki mere pass paise nai hai. aur kabhi toh mana kar diya karoo.. papa aaj bhut chub gaye baat papa.
apke ghar ko har baar aise dekhane leja jate hai kalpana ki jaise kabhi itta bada ghar nai dekha aao chaalo tumhe apna ghar dekhaye...
papa aatma kilap jaate hai jab bhi uske koi aata hai dekhane. ghar hai koi numaish nai jo har kisi ko lejate haii.
aur ppapa pata hai kalpna chichi ne upar ka jo itta bada hall(hall=2bedroom+1small kitchen) hoone ke baad bhi papa jo kiraye par dene wale rrom aur kitche mai bhi apna saman rakh diya..
aaj pap bhut yaad aa rahe hai
har dusre din bhut dukh dehh rahe hai papa yehh dono mil kar

papa yahan tak ki billu chacha aur anu chacha sab kutchh jaan kar bhi aise ban jaate hai ki kya btaun pap.

shyd apke jaane ka asar hai.
maa bhi nai hai jo mada kar dete aapke death ke exact1.5 month ie on 15 sept 2015 ko wo bhi chale gaye.
papa isey pheele  ke letters maine diary mai likhe hai...
papa aap wapi aa jaoo
mai nai reh paungii
papa inn logo ke samne gala bhi kat kar rakh do na fir bhi yeh log apko nai manenge


I wish I could have u again in my life.
I love u papa.
no one can give me the love wich u have given although I m u grand daughter
but u have treated me like ur own princes...