Dear bade papa and maaa..,

Meine soch liya hai sucide karne ko ..anee wale dino mein ein sucide karlungi .... pukka.. papa ma mein aa rahi hunn.sab badal gaye hai...

Koi pyar nai karta.. koi chinta bhi nai karne wala hai yahan mere..

Papa maii kitna bhi kar dun inn logo ke liye koi nai samajta papa yahan maii pagal ho  rahi hunn dehere dhere papa plz bula loo mujhe maii naii jeena chate koi nai hai mujhko chane wala ,samajne wala... papa maii marna chatee hunn ..

Kyuu papa aap akela kyuu chodd gayee mujhee... jabki apko pta hai na kii apke samne bhii phir bhi tek thee yehh log butt abb sab badal gaye..

Chote papa as usual daaat pesna aur zayada ho gaya and har chotee batoo pegussa ho jate hai..

Mumuyyy toh jiji ma ne sahi kaha tha ki inke ghar mein bacho ko chod ke jate rehte hai  mumy kabhi bhagwat kabhi mandir ya pata nai kaunse bhen bana le uske pass.. sab badal gaye haii..

Billu chacha mahan insaan ho gaye hai ...apne biwi se toh itna darte haii kya bataun  papa pagla data tak nahi sakta apni biwi ko. Sone pe suhaga uska beta papa apke mehnat ke paise kaamayee huee tekhane laga raha hai..

Kitrti ko jante ho aap saale papa apke jaane ke baad toh 3-4 baar jab bhi jagda ho hamesha bolte ki likh ke nai gaye hai tumhare naam..

Abhi beech mai bhut bhayankar jhada hua baa mein btate hun papa...

Annuu chacha ko sab btate hun lekin wo sahi waqt pe btate nai shayad unko bura laga ke aap log unke naam kutch nai likh keg aye shayad vo iss wajah se nai bta rahe hai..

Kalpana apko toh pta hai kaise hai wo aaj kal uss eno ke kehne pe chal rahe hai jo ke ghar phoduu haii papa apko pata hai yeh kalpana baar baar kirti koo bhi push kar rahe haiii..

Shweta  uske lafde toh mahan hai mai hamesha mummy ko bta deti hun wo phone nai dete thi lekin uski ma ko samaj naii aa rahi jab vo gul khilayegi tab samaj ayega....

Shantanu  papa wo bhi apne ma ka adarsh beta baana chata hai uske maa hamesh andshan bolke hamare khilaf kar rahe hai and vo ho raha hai..

Sonia uske samne sar kaat ke rakh dun toh bhi vo apne ma and papa ki rahage wo nai badlegi kabhi..

Maa nd paa mein akele reh gaye ... apke alawa koi nai samaj paa raha mujhe.. maii akele ho gayee iss ghar mein papa koi nai hai mujhe ekhne walla buss papa aap bula lo koi nai hai mere dekh rekh karne wala ..

Papa apne uss din hospital kyu bulaya papa..apne vo last baar call kiya tha  kyu papa ako samaj aa gaya tha kya papa btaoo na kya apko pata tha kya ..

Bye papa

Yours truly,

Deeksha chaurasia

27-12-2015

23:54(night)