Friday, 19 January 2018


Dear bade papa,
Papa apke jaane ke baad bhut jhagde hote hai hum me meraa ek do din mai mummy se ya papa se ya shweta se aur apko paa hai pap aajkal yehh kirti  bhi bhut muhh chalalne lage hai bhut pareshan karke rakha hai ussne mujheusse kalpana bhut push kar rahi hai bhut bakwas karte rehte hai daily papa subhah se kitchen jayenge jaan mujhkar wo log zoor zoor se bartan patkenge nad firbaate karenge papa kyuki unko koi bhi dar nahi hai woe k dum azad ho gayi haii papa mein akele pad gayi hun koi nai hai mere saath .. apko toh pata hai mai kisi se daaar kar ya pressure mai nai rehte   mai jantee hun papa mai inn logo ke beech mai kaise reh rahi huun.
Papa koi samjne wala bhi nai hai papa harr chooti chotti  baat se dark e karan humko chillate haii baar bar iss liye mere bhi nai bante  ,papa ka kehna hai ke hum dark e raho waqt badal gaya hai ..
Mummuy ka kehna hai ki saata chali gayi hai zayada mat bolo...bhut bolte ho ...mai agar kabhi kutch chupake rakh dun apka ya mummy ka saman toh daathe haii and bolte haii kya kaarna kutch nail eke jayenge . Sonia ko bhi chipkate hai ..
Aurr haaan papa duno ka kehna hai ke hum bade hai humko dhyan rakhna padega inn sabka bhale yeh log kaisa bhi kare.
Sala samj nai aata kyu inn logo ko samaj nai aata yee duno kirti kalpana  duno  ne apne baachoo ke dimag mein bhar diya hai kee yeh log dushman hai patat naii papa mum ko samaj naii aata
Shweta se toh chote moti baaat pe ho jaaata hai woo baar baar kehte hai ke tere bante kise hai.
Billu chacha biwi ke gulam baan gaye hai wo kirti job hi kehte hai dum hilla ke karne lagte hai pta hai papa kitne baaar jhagde bhi hue mere kirti se and wo billu bhi kutch nai kehta
Annu papa mein sochti thi ki ussme toh aakal hogi lekin wo bhi gadha nikalla .. pata hai papa wo bhi samaj gaya ki kalpana and shan bhar rahi hai  Sonia ke dimag mein.lekin sab kutch samajn kee baaad bhi saala faisla naii karr papata ghadhee hai sab ke sab.
Kalpana nd kirti toh apko patat tha nai baante mere use lekin wo log ne toh dimag kha rakha hai..
Kirti  toh itni kush hai papa kya batunn uske khushi toh jhalak rahi hai...aaj kal akad aa gayi hai usme ... ek baar toh meko bolte ki kutch likh kar nai gaye hai  itni gussa aayi paapaa apko gaye huyee kutchh din hue the and yeh sab bola
Kyaa pap kutch property bhi likh jate mere naam pe ..
Kalpana ne toh haad kar di papa mere baaree mein and shan udaa diya ke maine haath uthya uspe jabke  chacha bhi the meine unko kaha toh chacha kehte ke karne doo

Papa btaoo aap itne tension mein ki insaan kaise jiyega ...
Inn 3-4 mahino mein  mere zindagi puri tarah badal gayi hai...
Papa mujhe toh yaad bhi nai ke aakhre  baar mai khool ke kabb haase thee ....shayad zindagi bhar hasse na aapke samne issliye bhagwan ne aisa kiya mere ssath.
Papa mera koi naii haii mai tadap rahi hun koi nai hai mujhe sabhlane ko ..kyouu aap meko  akele in logo ke beech  tadapne ke liyiee.. maii jee toh rahii hunn lekinn mar keee papa plzz kutch karoo agar yehii raha na tohh bhut jald mai khtm kar lungi apne aap ko..
Papa kutch karoo maii itni tension leekee kabhi naii jiya na kyuki koi bhi pareshani aati hai toh mai sabse phele apko btate thee so maii ab itnee parreshanee leke nai jee paungii.

Shantanu bhi apne ma ke according chal raha hai usko samjana mere bass ki nai hai.
Soni bhi  same hai papa.
Sirf in duno ke liye yeh log bhai bhen hai humara koi kutch bhi nai papa dekte hun jitney din kaat jaye jab tak rahega tab tak thek hai lekin itni toh pakki hun ki koi bhai wahi ke zaroorat nai hai hume itni buland hun akkele jee sakungi ina bhai bhen ke bina..
         Good morning papa good byee cia 3:56 am 02/12/2015

Byee bye  papa
Yours truly
Deeksha chaurasia.

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